
she said
she said i broke her heart
i walked away again and this time i did not come back
and how she misses me and its time for me to come home
but she was the one who stroke me
blamed me for all of it after
i was tired and my face was to the ground
and slowly a tear fell down
i realized life was not going to be the same after
so i grabbed and open my back pack and grabbed my heart and gave her her half of it
i told her no one else will feel that void and that she has my heart and she has no idea what to do with
i spread open my wings and just like that
i flew.
i told her it would happen some day
so i keep flying
and the anger in me started to burn
and the thoughts i had became dark
and the light within me change from bright to dark
and at that point i became the dark angel
my sword transformed into a sword made of black metal and my wings grew stronger and darker
no one ever understood but its ok
they see me and think of the one they knew
but really, im just that dark angel
void of emotion and calm
not confused but somehow fulfilled and whole
the void is who i became the void is the peace in me
see , the other half f my heart is the real me
i left behind my ego and sense of that world and reality
and now the half i kept is my freed half the one that was held back by the half i left behind
and the void is who i am
the gentle dark angel
silent and observing
my wings are resting and my living crown is growing
the wisdom grows with it
silent not because i am unable to act
but calm because i know my capacity and capabilities
and my control to control them
i am that void
i can be who i am and smile
alone
happy